LOVE is a feeling,
the feeling of being flogged, spat at and crucified; just for you.
LOVE is blind. You were blind, I saved you.
LOVE is in the air. You forgot that it is I who created everything; including the air.
LOVE requires time and money. True love requires sacrifice, up to death on a cross.
LOVE means changing yourself for the other, no matter what. True love forbids corruption of character.
Yesterday, I went out with my joy again.
What struck me was that we both found love in imperfection.
Here are a few questions for you to ponder.
1. Would you love someone if he/she doesn't reply to EVERY SINGLE thing that you say?
2. Would you love someone if he/she attacks or scratches you each time you see him/her?
3. Would you love someone if he/she cries like a baby all the time?
4. Would you love someone if he/she remains disobedient to your wishes?
5. Would you love someone if he/she always disgraces you in public?
Would you?
Or would you not?
Now, I want you to picture a year old toddler. Maybe that could be someone related to you. You can't say a baby is totally perfect, but it would be unfair to say that you would hate a year old baby just because he/she does those things. It would be unfair, wouldn't it?
True love ain't finding your perfect person. It's finding God's perfect person for you. To do that, you might have to pray about it. Not those short prayers telling God what you want, but those where you really interact with God.
Love itself is a gift from God, and He wants us to spread it around. Not only to the people that you treasure dearly, but also those who may even hurt or persecute you. That kind of love sure does put a smile on God's face.
God loves you. You're loved; by God and His people.
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Finally, the O level's are O-VER! I've decided to come out with a list of people who I should thank. Here goes:
1. God
Thank You for granting me the patience to enable me to stick to my books. Thank You for giving me the wisdom to attempt the questions. Thank You for providing me with friends when I study. (Though they might prove to be a distraction at times. Ha!) Thank You for providing me with that special someone to encourage me and help me persevere. Most of all, thank You for being with me in the exam hall. I love you, Lord.
2. My joy
Thank you for sacrificing your precious time just to join me when I study, despite it being your holidays. Thank you for your presence there. Thank you for making sure I stick to my books and making an attempt to test me on topics that you haven't even encountered. (Of course, I won't thank you for force feeding me if I couldn't get it right though... :P But I thank you for the fun derived from it. ha!) I thank you for being there; at times right to the entrance of the exam hall. I love you with the love that come from the Lord. Sweetheart; I love you.
3. Close friends
Special mention: Stuart and Stephan.
Thanks for livening up my study periods with... hmm... treasure hunts? (Whatever...) Stephan, thanks for your prayers of support. Stuart... thanks for your... pranks? Well, just wanna thank you guys for being there on weekends. Ha!
Anyway, there's still others to thank, but I'm a little short of time now. So I'll guess I'll just end here. Ultimately, God is still the one that I can thank the most.
Praise God!
To my joy: You're my dearest and if it's God's plan, you will ever be. I can never thank both God and you for the support that was given to me. In fact, I ain't sure if I'm ever gonna make it without God or you. Thank you very much. I love you. =D
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